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by Andrew Douglas

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1.
I met a little mouse in a coffee house She gave me a list of nearby motels Won't you come with me, I won't tell. Oh, won't you come with me, I won't tell There was this other one who was really cool But then I found out she's still in school Can I go with you to Motown? Oh, can I go with you to Motown? I met another mouse in another coffee house I wanted her to come back to my tent But then her boyfriend came, so I went But then her boyfriend came so I went The very first one that I got to know Sat down next to me and touched my elbow But then she went to Windsor and I miss her But then she went to Windsor, I miss her
2.
To leave for the city or stay in Tofino? They stopped serving coffee at Rhino’s They’re asking the tourists to go home Declaring that nothing is final I took to the woods to consider And found myself next to the water I read of Arjuna, the archer And learned about why I still falter I’ve drank enough of these tears to cure my apathy So in my 30th year you can halve what’s left of me But in the ocean this here is mere homeopathy Although a working placebo means He knows what’s gotta be To leave for the city or stay in Tofino? Behind on the news, what do I know? The sun’s getting low in the sky now But still clinging hold to this time out So I take to the beach to consider And walk ‘till my feet start to blister When the chatter gets dulled to a whisper I think about calling my sister I’ve drank enough of these tears to cure my apathy So in my 30th year you can have what’s left of me But in the ocean this here is mere homeopathy Although a working placebo means She knows this side of me
3.
Teach me how to see past the illusion(s?) Help me to dissolve boundaries The crow soars so easily with the wind The mountains wait patiently The trees span to connect with each other We want to explore
4.
I am stuck at a standstill With cement in my veins No horses at my reins But I am pulling There's a girl that I want But I might be over her I'm really not quite sure But here's to hoping For as long as I recall I've been the one in school But now I govern my own rules And I feel there's so much more potential I am ready for a change So why can't I move? I've got nothing left to prove Well I've got nothing here at all I am stuck in a maze That's winding every way With new surprises everyday And it's amazing But still I'd rather dig a hole To get underneath the wall And say to hell with it all The clock is racing And though it pains me to admit As hard as I've tried I'm never satisfied I think that Barnes got it right 'Cause I'm confused without a doubt At least that much is clear And well, it's dark for all us here So find the one who has the light
5.
Oh I don't know why I wonder why I wonder why I think I think too much about thinkin' Yet there I go again If that's all there is to it Then so be it But what is it? Like the squirrel that just died on the corner Less than a hundred years and I'm a gonner But I hope to God it's not much sooner But then again it's all just filler... He looks so cold His eyes are closed He's been here for two days Does anyone care? His soul is bare It's just roadkill anyways Just roadkill anyways Like the squirrel that just died on the corner Less than a hundred years and I'm a gonner But I hope to God it's not much sooner But then again it's all just filler... (He just died, he died on the corner You're gonna die too, yeah, 'cause you're a gonner Statistically, it'll probably be sooner)
6.
Long ago These songs, ya know Meant everything to me But they no longer apply That part of me died So what does this next song mean? I could sing it with passion Leave nothing for ration But rose tends to tint in these glasses Inevitably When it gets to me I don't give enough shit for two asses Everyone's stuck in traffic Everyone's just about had it Everyone's afraid of their attic
7.
When I grow up I wanna be Your influence But you gotta show up So I can see Some true confluence Give me something to tell myself Give me something to tell my friends Give me something that scares you Give me something to make amends Give me something you never have Give me something that’s hard to give Give me something I can’t compare to Give me something you’re harbouring I fucked up I was in pain So I dragged you through hell But I know what’s up I went insane But it also rang my bell I’ll give you something I always promised I’ll give you something I’ve wanted too I’ll give you something I fought for ages I’ll give you something without issue I’ll give you something that I lost sight of I’ll give you something that forms a half I’ll give you something once locked in cages I’ll give you something I always should have
8.
Ontological Shock and Dominoes Concentrating on breathing through my nose Found myself in the mere anteroom Wiped my feet but still I couldn't move This tonic is honest Like nothing I've wanted Now purple is calming I'm childlike and stalling 'Cause darlin', you're haunting But I brought the harm I'm afraid and strong-arming So sound the alarm and awake
9.
It’s ok to feed FEAR every now and again Perhaps it will satiate and become your FRIEND Like the DARKNESS that surrounds the glow of the fire each one illumes the other Or the rhythmic exchange between all aspects NATURE there is no FATHER without MOTHER Or the GRIEF that reflects the SOUL on the pyre it’s not to be exhumed or altered there’s always someone lurking in the bathroom there’s always looming DANGER GOD LOVES VIOLENCE And we call it ANGER

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Recorded during the COVID-19 doldrums. Mix of garageband and voice memos

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released April 14, 2020

Written, recorded and produced by Andrew Douglas
Additional vocals/album art- Irina Lipan
Noya Rao piano assist - Simon TJ
*Life in Vain - cover by Daniel Johnston

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Andrew Douglas Calgary, Alberta

Calgary-based singer-songwriter/busker/
poet specializing in humorous melancholy

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